About Simon Marsh

Anglican parish priest in Bramhall, Stockport, UK

HOMS

HOMS IS UNDER FIRE and news from Syria – carrying images of terrified people, severely injured children amongst them, brings home a host of unpalatable realities. How am I – watching from a distance – to respond? Is there anything at all I can do? Pray, pray, pray for peace, of course. But I must actively will peace into existence too.

Where are the false divisions I’ve set up between me and my neighbour? What would it take, in my own life to start with, to dismantle walls that divide? How much religious or nationalist or personal “certainty” amounts, in the end, to false pride? Whether on a national scale, or domestic (women bishops, same-sex partnerships and so on) – what do I really imagine the Divine will might be? And whatever the subject, and whatever my current take on things, could my prayers, my will for unity and peace, my actions and the Love of God change my (or anyone’s) attitude to what I hear, to what is revealed to me in the course of my prayer, or to what I see?

A SURPRISE

Simeon with the Christ Child in the Temple – Rembrandt van Rijn – c. 1666-69

I KEEP COMING BACK TO IT - to the “miracle” of it, to the miracle of the ordinariness of it, to the surprise of the light that shone out of a Christ-child into the face – and the dawning recognition – of an old man of the Temple; to the presentation. As Austin Farrer put it so eloquently: the Maker of the World is born a begging child and does not even know that it is milk for which he begs … (in a sermon entitled A Grasp of the Hand).

It seems that “knowing” isn’t necessary. In fact this presentation rather reminds one that it was the pursuit of “knowing” that was the problem in the Genesis of things. Not that knowledge of itself is ever deemed a bad thing – we were built to explore and to enjoy exploring. No. It’s power that’s the issue at stake here: any of us believing that the knowledge we gain gives us some kind of commanding rights over others. It’s the baby’s not knowing – the baby’s powerlessness and needing the blessing, the benediction (good things being said) and protection of others that is the source of Light. It is the baby’s vulnerability, any baby’s vulnerability, that blesses the world around. And it’s the recognition in the old man that enables him to trust his own future entirely to God. Paraphrased: I’m ready to die now. Really. Ready to die. I know I can trust you completely, as this infant in my arms trusts me, effortlessly. I’ve just seen that everything you ever promised has been fulfilled – in fact I’ve held the promise, and its fulfilment, in my arms – like countless wonder-struck infant-carers before me. “According to thy word” (in this small bundle of life rather than in a sermon).

In this world in which every shape and form and faithing of humankind are all becoming Real it is necessary that our religion is real – incarnate – a proper and an intimate “binding together”, or holding together as one, of all created things. God is in the midst of us. Born in us today as well as yesterday.

Christopher Burkett reflected with the same degree of wonderment in Simeon and in Anna, in early December last year (and I hope he won’t mind me quoting him whole) …

Christmas troubles me as a preacher. The incarnation is surely God doing a new thing, but it’s so hard to express the wonder and shock of it. Often it feels as if it’s all been said. And I certainly don’t want to go down the weary path of complaining about consumerism. There’s a kind of ‘expected part of the show’ element to Christians whingeing about how Christmas is celebrated popularly that I think is counter-productive. What I’m looking for is some way of telling afresh how stupendous this birth is. I want to convey that amazing but often tearful joy of when ‘the penny dropped’ for the first time.

That might be the retelling of those ‘penny drop’ moments of my own past: standing in the gloom of an ancient abbey as part of the bass line of a school choir and suddenly realizing with dumb-struck awe the significance of the words of O Come, O Come Emmanuel; seeing the light of something beyond words in the sparkling eyes of an Alzheimer’s sufferer’s rare smile at the pulling of a Christmas cracker; recognizing in the playful determination of a small dog in deep snow a thread of life-joy that mysteriously connects sensate beings; or finding a gaggle of excited young children suddenly still and quiet as the story simply told touches them. Fortunately I could tell of many such instances, but their power, though real, is so hard to recreate as a third party retelling. Where then should I look for inspiration?

As is so often the case, looking back might be a key. Looking back at what the stream of tradition we inhabit might offer. And that brings me to a painting by Dante Gabriel Rossetti – Ecce Ancilla Domini (The Annunciation), painted 1849-50. What Rossetti portrays is the frailty of a young woman, a slip of a girl; a simple shift clinging to her figure, her arms bare, suddenly awoken from sleep perhaps, her knees drawn up, she cowers against the wall of her sleeping room. She is thin, troubled looking, and possibly feeling threatened. She avoids looking directly at the presence that has invaded her room. She certainly doesn’t look as if she considers herself favoured – much perplexity sums it up. As one scholar suggests, Mary’s exclamation at the end of the encounter, “Let it be to me according to your word” is more a shrug of resignation faced with the inevitable within the world of the sexual politics of first century Palestine, than the triumphant consent we usually take it to be. The painting is suggestive of that fearful acquiescence.

Rossetti’s version of the story of the angel Gabriel announcing to Mary her pregnancy and its purpose has none of the studious contemplation and noble acceptance of traditional renderings so beloved of Renaissance artists. This is a radical reinterpretation in which the humanity – the bodiliness if you like – of Mary is plain to see. Her holiness is apparent by the halo, but the posture and the look make her clearly a woman not a superhuman saint. The women figures of the pre-Raphaelite painters like Rossetti do have a romantic, otherworldliness about them – but those ethereal faces and forms all the more emphasise the feminine, passionate, mysterious and sensual nature of flesh, human flesh.

The picture is almost wholly restricted to white and the three primary colours – a curious goldness hangs around the angel’s feet, blue drapes signify heaven and the virgin, red hair brings to mind Christ’s blood, and the whiteness of cloths and the lily mark purity. The symbols that any earlier artist might have used are all there – yet the picture makes a new statement. When it was exhibited in 1850 criticism rained down on Rossetti and he vowed never to show it again in public.

The Church sees fit to label this cowering girl the Blessed Virgin Mary – we should hear that not such much as a title but as a description of her body. Virgin here can designate nothing else but a body. Her swollen womb is just that, her carrying as tiring as any mother-to-be’s carrying, her labour as painful and exhausting, her birthing as bloody and as emotional as any birthing. God will be born a body of a body. And we will carol the promise of long ago made new again in amniotic fluid spilt, a slimy form squealing and stretching in air for the first time, and breasts heavy with milk.

That’s wonder; that’s gospel. God is born a body to make holy every body. A place to begin …..

The sermon woven from this strand is here. (highly recommended! – SRM)

via Christopher Burkett’s Blog.

Here’s a presentation that is wholly ordinary and yet holy. Ordinary ordinariness. Body of body. A relief. A light. Hope. Love. Blessedness. Emmanuel. A surprise.

CANDLEMAS SUNDAY

I’VE BEEN SHIVERING at the sight of winter photos taken across Eastern Europe. We’re not used to what I’ve thought of as the distinctive freezing fog of other regions and “Russian Hats”. But our Bryan Goodwin here looked decidedly Russian a day or two ago and the snow, ice and fog around St Michael’s this morning earned a warm “congratulations” for those who’d braved the 8am celebration. “Ne’er cast a clout till May is out” my grandfather used to say. But we’ve been kidded! A mild Christmas and early garden flowers in bloom led our thoughts along green pastures. I wonder if we’re about to be kidded some more? Where are my gloves …

TIDIED UP

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FABULOUSLY FROSTY SUNRISE en route to Robert the barber in Penrith. Heavy snowfall on the Lakeland fells in my rear-view mirror. Eye-wateringly cold. Usual warm welcome. Good natter and catch up on local news. So it’s not just hair that’s been tidied up – mind and soul feel better as well. “You’ve had a very full week again eh?” said Robert. But today: frost, snow, sunrise and my barber. I hear you Mother Julian. All is well.

ELECTRIFYING

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IN A FINAL SERMON to London’s St Martin in the Fields in July 2011 Nicholas Holtam, the new Bishop of Salisbury, said

The various parts of St Martin’s are good but the mix is electrifying, as at the first Pentecost when the nations gathered in Jerusalem received the gift of the Holy Spirit and experienced communion at the deepest level. Few communities are as varied in terms of rich and poor, all ages, ethnicity, straight and gay, gender balance (do you know another church with as many men?), all making a welcoming inclusive community.

I wondered then whether the writing was on the wall. Did we have here a bishop who’d advocate in Salisbury the kind of Church the Body of Christ is called to be – truly inclusive community? Well, today The Times reports Bishop Holtam’s taking a brave and lonely stand – in favour of gay marriage. Good news then not only for the Diocese of Salisbury but also for a vastly wider constituency. May it be that some glad day the whole Church of God is able to agree, joyfully, that “the mix is electrifying”. Then, I believe, we’ll all experience communion at the deepest level.

Petitioning
House of Bishops and General Synod
(Allow priests in the CofE the freedom to bless civil partnerships)

A LIGHT FOR WHOM?

CANDLEMAS. The Presentation of Christ in the Temple. Just what most people were NOT expecting. Just what the old man Simeon had NOT been expecting, until it dawned on him, with a tender warmth, WHO he was holding.

Anna, daughter of Phanuel, on the other hand, would probably not have been surprised. Dare I wonder aloud whether hers might have been a slightly more intuitive faith? I should not presume, of course, being a man, but I do dare to wonder.

At any rate, both Anna and Simeon recognised, according to holy writ, that what the world waiting to be “saved” really needed was really just a baby. Really! But not what anyone had expected. Everyone had expected – everyone wanted - someone with a much clearer place in line management structure than a baby could have. (It’s always handy to have Some One to Whom one can abrogate one’s own responsibilities). Still, the Saviour was a baby. Just an ordinary baby. Nothing to be done about it. Except believe it, of course. And that quickly became the sticking point for not a few, and – according to some of the papers again today – is still a live issue for me and you.

Is the Saviour of the World a perfect human? Is he perfectly powerful? Perfectly knowing? Predestined and automatically infallible? Above and beyond human feelings, needs, emotions? Sexless? A chaperone? Without need of human love, sustenance, care or prayer? Only kidding, only pretending to be grief-stricken when his friend died? Keeping his distance, only feigning love for Mary when she anointed his beloved feet with her hair?

Or is the Saviour of the world an ordinary baby at heart, and not just in part, like me and you? Could it be (and I think St Teresa of Avila used to wonder along these lines)  - that we’re to take up something of the role of the saviour too? Ordinarily.

And what would being “saved” look like? Would it be different for a child, or a woman, or a man, or a gay person, or a straight one? If saved is something that’ll only happen for some of us, (and “some”, some say, apparently couldn’t include same sex partners, no matter how much they loved God, or their neighbours, or one another) – then who can?

Is it true that All are welcome, all are welcome, all are welcome in this place ? What answer might we find in a saviour’s (baby) face?

I find myself, albeit a much less faithful and much less prayerful priest than either Simeon or Anna, longing for a day when the Temple of our time welcomes the children of God into tender embrace – without examination, without asking how old they are, or how powerful, or whether they’re male or female, or straight or gay; for then shall she and we – in company with an old man and an old woman of long, long ago – be able to say:

Lord now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, according to thy word,  for mine eyes have seen thy salvation.

- “ordinary” infants having turned out to be ExtraOrdinary saviours … each of us showing each other the way home to ourselves. Showing us how to “get a life” …

POIGNANTLY REVEREND

TWO LOVELY HOUSE CALLS in the late afternoon sunlight today, and interestingly I’ve come away from both reflecting upon conversations about “Reverend” tv characters, including, most recently, Tom Hollander‘s version of a harassed London vicar who, my companions said, “within the space of five minutes can come across as both a hapless and a hopeless case and just what the doctor ordered – you know, he just seems to have a knack for saying the right thing at the right time, doesn’t he? He’s both funny and poignant” …

Funny and poignant. How fascinating. Who was it used to sing about The Fool On The Hill ?

Perhaps I’ve spent nearly thirty ordained years being funny and poignant. Or is it longer than that? – perhaps all 53? Does “funny and poignant” actually describe all human life, for all of us, pretty much all of the time? Poignantly Reverend …

THE LIFE OF THE FREE

13th century icon of St John Climacus, (known as St John of the Ladder) 7th century Christian monk at the monastery on Mount Sinai

God is the life of all free beings. He is the salvation of all: of believers and unbelievers; of the just and the unjust; of the pious or the impious; of those freed from the passions or of those caught in them; of monks or those living in the world; of the educated or the illiterate; of the healthy or the sick; of the young or the very old. He is like the outpouring of the light, the glimpse of the sun, or the changes in the weather, which are the same for everyone without exception.

John Climacus

FRESH EXPRESSIONS

OUR PARISH CHURCH has been taking seriously the need for fresh expressions in our shared life, worship and prayer. Ours is a relatively large church (the people, and the “house of the Church” too) and so there’s need for variety of expression simply because we’re comprised of a variety of people. Our life is shaped by daily prayer and space for silence and meditation, and by four main celebrations of the Eucharist in an ordinary-time week – three  consecutive celebrations on a Sunday at 8, 9 and 10.45am – each of these slightly different in make up and character, and by another on Wednesday mornings, and by a larger number in the various residential homes for elderly persons in the parish. For at least the past decade our liturgy has been almost exclusively taken from Common Worship and eucharistically shaped. We’ve used the NRSV version of the Bible. And we still use / do all of these things.

But we’ve also been engaged in diocesan-encouraged “Growth Action Planning”. And our usual Monday morning “Vicar & Wardens” meeting today involved (as it often does) a review of where we’re up to. And our variety of fresh expression currently involves

i) a burgeoning Messy Church ministry that is colouring not only our church life but also daily family lives; and

ii) the re-introduction, several times a month, of liturgy according to the Church of England’s ancient Book of Common Prayer (yes, we bought brand new copies), with readings from the King James Version (AV) of the Bible, including, most recently, an Advent Evensong. We have been freshly surprised that younger people are among those who’ve welcomed this initiative (not all young people elect for noise and high-octane action; more than a few express a real need for “space and place and silence”) and

iii) an exciting and very popular puppet ministry, which, fascinatingly, we’ve discovered, brings people of all ages together and enables conversations (by the mouth of the puppets – rather than by the mouth of the prophets!) that may very well not have taken place otherwise. And there’s lots of laughter, plenty of noise, and even some reflective silence involved in our Double Act say-and-pray-in-a-new-way performances. And then

iv) and perhaps, for some, most surprising of all, we’ve been enjoying a Monthly silent Meditation session on Monday evenings  throughout 2011 – with plans to continue through 2012 – which has attracted around 75 people altogether with 40+ people attending quite regularly and others reporting that they practice the Meditation whether they’re able to be physically present or not.

And then there’s the call to be apostolic: to baptise, to proclaim, to afford hospitality, to tend the sick and needy, and to “send out”. So our well attended and popular Baptism preparation evenings for candidates, parents and godparents are a priority focus area and all Baptism celebrations have been brought into and embraced by and in the context of Sunday Eucharist. Our Young Church team are engaging in well received contact with local schools. Our Missionary Giving co-ordinator is facilitating our active and aware involvement in the disbursement of funds allocation. And our now 2 year old link with the Diocese of Newala in Tanzania, having received and been blessed by the visit of Bishop Oscar to Bramhall, will lead to reps from Bramhall visiting Newala in 2013.

Preaching, teaching and learning, reading (a substantial and well-used new church library), Doorway courses and other study groups have all been further developed (what is the place of Christianity in the context of our 21st century’s pluralistic society? – which we want to celebrate); table fellowship is shared and enjoyed between groups of men, and between groups of women, and between men and women and youngsters all together.

Care of the sick at home and in hospital (a large lay pastoral-care team, some of whom are actively involved in local hospital chaplaincy), bereavement and funeral care are all part of our daily life – though as the work develops and becomes more widely known so the needs reveal themselves to be greater and we see more clearly where we’re not meeting some of those needs. This, in part, is what lies behind our recent communications review.

Thrillingly there are some quite specific vocations arising in our members. We’ve currently one of our number training for the priesthood at Mirfield, and another two in the early stages of the discernment / Foundations for Ministry / training process and in conversations with the Director of Ordinands and others. Over 200 volunteers are listed on our various rotas.

Major building works have taken place and continue apace. Fresh expression is further enhanced by the maintenance of contact, old and new, with artists, poets, painters and other creative partners to mutual satisfaction. Just today the Church was visited at dawn by someone who wanted “a last opportunity to sit in silence” in company with Wendy Rudd’s wonderful Windsails – now wending their way to a new host. Our lantern tower seems very bare without them tonight.

Fresh expressions – all of them designed and shared in so that we may REMEMBER God and re-member the Church of God. Fresh expressions – because we mean business when we say that the doors of Bramhall Parish Church are as wide open as is the Heart of God – the Heart that appears to us to thrive in Eternal Silence, so encouraging us, in the midst of all of our human expressions, to be silent too, sometimes, in the face of all eternity, knowing ourselves dearly beloved in that Divine Heart, too.

BAPTISM & BIRDSONG

I COULD BARELY BREATHE during BBC1′s Birdsong tonight. May the God of life help us never, ever, ever to forget again the realities therein represented. After last week’s episode I’d spent a lot of time thinking up excuses to avoid tonight’s, but in the event sat dumbstruck under a sense I can only describe as “responsible obligation”. The terrible, terrible and overwhelming waste of not one but two World Wars, early in the same century, swamp the soul. I thought my chest would burst in the scene when the two German soldiers told Wraysford that the War was finished. Over. Told, terrified and terrifying, with all the dear longing and hope in the world – the dead Jack Firebrace’s “Love is all there is Sir. To love and to be loved”, hanging in exploded dust.

Today I baptised a young woman, two young boys and three beautiful infants. They’re all treasured. This world’s peace and your life’s purpose are intimately bound, I told them, their parents and their godparents; those baptised into the faith of the Christ today must play their part well in ensuring that no religious, political or sociological dogma should ever again lead to such a monstrously great lie, a madness of such inconceivable proportions, that so set tender-hearted men against each other that hell was created upon the face of the earth. No religious certainty, no political ideology, no nationalism nor false pride should ever again be allowed to prevail over “Love is all there is Sir. To love and be loved.”

Six new Christians. May they herald a purer, higher form of Christianity for today and for the future. May they mingle with wider religious representation. May they be salt and yeast and light and love in the world. May they never be taught, or learn by any other means, how to hate another human person by reason of their colour or creed, gender, race or sexuality. And may they ever be profoundly grateful for the comradeship, the basic goodness, compassion and self-sacrifice of the millions who gave up their lives – God help humanity – without ever fully understanding why. May they follow the example – all this is to say – of our Lord Jesus Christ, who was always more concerned to serve than to be served, to offer worth to others than to be himself worshipped. May it be that when any of us feel burdened with a desire to persuade others of our own doctrine we might follow Archbishop Sentamu’s advice the other night: “ask yourself first how your doctrine measures up to your Jesus”. How does it, how do I, measure up to Love?